Okay, here's my update, I'm trying to take this as well as I can, I'm trying to bow quietly and gracefully out of his life, but he's not making it easy by putting journal entries about me on the web. I don't really appreciate that. Yes, I understand that he's hurt, I'm hurt too (believe what you want). But I don't think that gives him the right to talk shit about me online. It confuses me, because the way I know him, he would never do that to anyone, so why me? Am I really that mean? I didn't think so, I was simply trying to make it hurt less for me, messy breakups where we still have contact just don't work for me. I love with everyth